Todays meeting made me realize where was our group going and working towards to,nowhere.
I feel that we have lost our sense of direction to our goal,it is like going back to square one where it all began.Firstly we need a goal,a goal that we know is worth our lifetime to invest in.Without this goal,we will be running around aimlessly and no matter how fast we run,we will never reach the finish line as we were always on the wrong direction from the start.
Secondly is our preparation in this journey.There will always be obstacles everynow and then,that's why we need to be ready with our shield and sword and be ready to defend ourselves.Spiritual hunger will surely fall as time passes and we will be as stated in the meeting,apethetic.
And lastly,we must have our reasons in what we do or sooner or later people will start to realize that what we are doing has no meaning in it and will eventually stop and turn to other things that are worth their time.Different people have different reasons in why we serve and still remain in the group.I myself is still searching for this reason if not I will never be able proceed to start something I will not finish.
But in order to translate these words into action,we need to make a decision,a decision that we can be confident in upholding and carry on our backs to show others what we will complete.Decision is important as it leads a situation to another.A wrong one can cause downfall and a unsure one will cause unnecessary thoughts.

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Sian...today is the most lousiest day ever.cos I think I'm gonna fail my lit test cos I never even read the poems-_-and I think it will be gods doing if I somehow do well.I just came back from soccer,dam tired but tomoro still got another dnt test and I need to study it if not I gg le and can kiss my hopes of gg to double science goodbye:(
Man...I think I need a break from school...and everyone around me are like ponning school everyday...unfair sia

Let me tell you how I feel after today.

1. I am feeling tired after a tiring day at school.-_-

2. I dam angry at my math marks.

3. I want to sleep but I can't cos there are people who are at my house wrecking havock.

4.I screwed up my chinese test today

5. Still need to learn dnt test

...school sucks

Let me tell you how I feel after today.

1. I am feeling tired after a tiring day at school.-_-

2. I dam angry at my math marks.

3. I want to sleep but I can't cos there are people who are at my house wrecking havock.

4.I screwed up my chinese test today

5. Still need to learn dnt test

...school sucks

Haha today was quite a shiok day for me as thursday has the slackiest periods=)But i hated the history test,even though i know how to answer,i was not sure whther my answers were correct ornot and the worst part is that i did not complete the last question!!!so i guess i gg le X.X
After school me,quinn and weili went to acs(i) to evax for this week's RENDITION!!!and today i got a contact!!!haha so happy,it was not really easy to get a contact this few weeks so i'm quite satisfied at where i am right now.haha
Then after that weili left and we were joined by jang and together we left for tiong to watch Harry Potter.I did not really like the movie as it was predictable for those who read the book and many scenes were cut short too.
Action was not really in this movie as most of it was about romance which irks me...anyways in this movie there were more snogging and etc compared to its other movies but i heard that next year,the Harry Potter movie will be filmed into two parts and will probably have more action in it,it will also be more accurate to the book as compared to the past year H.p movies so i'm rly looking fwrd to it=)
so ya...gotta learn my chinese for my retest tomoro.bb

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i feel that my life is very dry like a desert where everywhere is just sand and dirt.Most of the time they are changing my life as there are many winds and sand storms that change their places and what i get is still sand,they maybe different,in size,shape,height.but it is generally stil a grain of sand...water are blessings from god,and the plants are like the fruits/breakthroughs...and both of them are rare in the desert.

i think i really have to reflect upon my actions for the next few weeks...my spiritual life maybe stable but it is not up and running yet...and ya maybe more break throughs

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