School was as usual,boring...somehow I need to have a interest in learning in order to achieve my goals.chapel was zzz could almost practically slp thru the whole thing,but I didn't:) so that's one thing to be happy about.Erms than ya,the rest of the day was pretty much ok.
After school I had to finish my (e)math hw that I owed mr ganesen.and while I was doing my work people were playing monopoly-.-sian....
After that I chionged back home,walking of cos,and saw the volleyball girls on the way,wished them gd luck in my mind and ya never looked back cos I realised the amount of time I have left before tuition.
Reached home,changed,took my other bag with my other stuff and headed out again.I knew that If I took bus I would be late,so I'm sacrificing my lunch money rme to take a cab.
Reached there,had tuition then I came back...tired like hell...then I remembered still got hw!!!I cried first then I started to do.do do do,do do do then along came my father and at that time I was doing my (a)math,so for fun,I went to ask him a question.in the end,got scolded because of(don't wanna know).it was pretty plain stupid but ya,I know I'm stupid so no choice...but I really hate the feeling of getting scolded,really makes you feel like dying.and when my father scolds,it's not a regular type of scolding but a scolding where you will understand If u were me.
Sometimes when I have a question,I would no longer dare to ask,cos I know I confirm will get scolded someway somehow.be it being careless,don't know how to do or wadever..I will just be scolded.haiz really dam sian...
~realizing what it is like without you by my side for a week.
Cancelling out all possibilties of interrogation with my mind