Anway I realise after almost a month into the new year,everything seems to past us without is knowing.and I also realise that the possibility of achieving our goals are getting lesser and lesser each day.I don't know is it because we are too busy or cos we don't care.our first objective is just to get 5 lower sec,and now what we got is 0!I can't stand it to see people on a different mindset as the others.only some of us are willing to take the sacrifices and I think for me making this sacrifice will really be a HUGE one.
What happen to the spirit we have in our previous camps,has it all been of the past?I'm really worried for everyone including myself.
so this week what I've done not on purpose but just reflecting upon it,is simply not doing my time with god,throughout the week. And I felt something I've not tasted for 3months...FREEDOM.other than gathering at the foyer for qt,nothing else of the day was anything related to god and to me it felt pretty normal,I'm not saying I'm ok with this.but it's normal in a way that this are what other people are experiencing in their lives too,they leave god out of the majority of their time they have.so this 'freedom'was something that felt normal,and you may ask,if it's normal why is it freedom?
It's freedom in a sense that we are not conscientious in what we do,speak or behave and we are the ones called to be 'salt and light' of this world.if you could say that to god right now with a heart knowing you are one,I admire you and hope you will be an example to others.
If you say to god you are 'salt and light' of this world but you unconsciously say it and sins that you have done this week in sch are revealed to god.I really think you are a joke.no offence,but this is really how impt it is to be and act like a christian.
I also learned something in school today and that is:The Will of The Heart
Goals.this is the thing that most people have in their lives.goals are things that a person works towards to and without goals people work towards nothing.but out of these people who have goals,only few have achieved it.and for those others who did not achieve their goals there can be two choices:
-overcome discouragement that comes upon them and work harder by setting more goals
-remains discouraged and blame people,blame themselves,blame blame blame...
If you are a person without a will there will be no way for you to achieve your goals as the saying goes when there's a will there's a way.If anyone has set their sight on goals,in order to achieve it,they must be willing to go through hardship,willing to go through discouragements,willing to go through failiure and the list goes on and on...
You can't blame the people or anyone around you for not achieving your goals,because 100% of it should come from you and the other x% can be from anything that encourages you which is just a bonus.
Only YOU can decide your own fate
Cancelling out all possibilties of interrogation with my mind
