wow...today i felt i was really blessed today.today's sermon was quite good and it really made me realise that i should just forget about the past and move on towards something better.haha it really makes sense to me,lol also dunno why i'm so happy but i know deep in my heart,to be able to be successful i still need to watch and reflect upon what i do everyday.

i am not on top with things like studies,character,leadership,cca and singing?haha,ya i'm not very good with things like that and i get critisized because i'm not good in those things...people compare me with people who are.so ya as a good person i just laugh it off and moved on.but as i ponder upon those critisisms i feel insecure and keep thinking am i really like that?did i act like that just now?some of them are true but most of them are purely not true at all.some of them are like really no link like:'you are lousy in so so,you cant be like___'then i'm like in my mind,'ok...so what has that entirely got to do with me?'and i pretend not to be irritated and just laugh it off.i know i'm a wimp complaining to myself like this,but i don't think i'm the only one.i think many people are also victims of critisms,to be given insecurities that are not suppose to be there.

and wads more the people who do this are my friends...what a sad world...even friends make this remarks of you.and i wanna highlight again they are your FRIENDS who are suppose to be the people who are ya,your friends.also most of them,i noticed are also guys...most girls are ok haha.so like...ya,its all this small things that can really affect your confidence in yourself and how you will think of your friend.but in a way it helps me develop in my character so that i am more open towards friends and accept even people who are not well-liked.

"do not stop and think about the bad memories,but learn from it,forget about it and move along..."

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